Is Mercury out of retrograde yet? No? Soon though, right? This next week is going to suck.
I started taking melatonin at the recommendation of my therapist. Talk about the sleep of the dead. I was sleeping nine hours. But it was hard to be excited because I wasn’t going to bed until 130-2 in the morning. I need to get on a more normal schedule. It was bad because I closed all weekend and was able to sleep late. So I’m getting quality sleep. Just at the wrong time. Im not entirely sure how to fix that.
Worked out a few days last week. Have to start somewhere.
I feel very out of sorts. Just like things are spiraling out of my control when they really aren’t. I just feel like I’m grasping at straws trying to keep my head above water. There’s nothing really wrong, I just can’t seem to get it and keep it together.
I really need the time off coming up. I need to get away and recharge. Get my head back on straight. Get my priorities back in order.
Work is absolutely hellacious right now. Managements raises are going to be paltry, at best. Meanwhile they keep throwing money at the team members. We get no support, no incentive to keep busting our asses, and are just expected to keep on killing ourselves. I really need to get on the job search and hard. I can’t keep going like I’m going without any kind of support or incentive to keep doing what I’m doing everyday.
There’s something running around in my ceiling. The cats occasionally look up at the scrambling, but they generally don’t care. So much for mighty hunters. They just go back to napping. Ugh.
Well, I hope everyone has a great week. Hopefully tonight will be better.