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I finally got the letter

It's official, it's done. I finally got the offer letter. Hallelujah, praise the FSM. No more of this shuttling from store to store. I now have the ability to rely on where I'm going to be from week to week. The whole process has been very anxiety-laden. I was told that all of this was… Continue reading I finally got the letter

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I have many thoughts

I have many thoughts. But I'm not really sure what they are. Does that make sense? I have all of these thoughts and feelings, but I can't really define any of them. One major irritant is that I spent 10 hours (while travelling) doing all of these modules for a food safety exam. I took… Continue reading I have many thoughts

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I know, I’ve been around a lot this week. I wouldn’t get used to it.

I mentioned in a previous post that a friend gave me some cash as a bridal party gift to spend on an Erin Condren planner and accessories. I've been using it about two months now, and I cannot say how much more organized I am. I had thought that between the calendar app on my… Continue reading I know, I’ve been around a lot this week. I wouldn’t get used to it.

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Is it possible to be having an episode without having an episode? Oh, and I may be going through menopause at 36. Or have lupus. But it’s never lupus.

As the title says, is it possible to have an episode - that is, the symptoms of an episode - without actually having an episode? I'm angry, irritable, irrational, moody, cynical, unimpressed by things that should thrill me (*cough cough Endgame cough cough*). But my mood itself feels fine. Or mostly fine, at least. I… Continue reading Is it possible to be having an episode without having an episode? Oh, and I may be going through menopause at 36. Or have lupus. But it’s never lupus.